There were lots of hesitations before I decided to blog and publicly publish this site. I don’t know if I have the stamina to last for a while. I’m not just referring to keeping the passion for maintaining this blog alive, but also the anticipation of juggling commitments and hobbies somewhat bothers me. Further, I’m kind of hesitant sharing my views because I’m actually allowing the web to get inside my thoughts. My overly cautious self keeps on asking me whether I can bear some awful situations that may arise due to blogging. But in the end, my risk-taker self reigns.
On the other hand, one of the things that motivated me to start this blog is the completion of my schooling. Well, there should’ve been two more years but I chose not to. After I made that conclusion, overnight I decided that I’m going to start a blog in order to have some distraction, ignore some scrutiny, but most importantly unleash my anime fandom.
Having said all of these, I’m glad that I surpassed my 30-day blog trial period. It’s nice to explore the intelligent community of the anime blogosphere. I’m discovering new things and learning different kinds of interesting perspectives. I also got exposed to many fascinating anime, which is kind of cool. Lastly, I noticed that my affection for my blog increased. At first, I find it simply as a container for my thoughts that I wanted to be saved. However, after realizing that it’s been a month since I posted my very first article for–Psychoanalysis: Death Drive in Madoka–I felt some sense of accomplishment and fun feeling.
I don’t know for how long this blog will last, but I guess as long as I’m enjoying is an enough reason.
On a Personal Note
I’m now part of the 1,448,500 unemployed population of my country. I’ve been out of school for a month now and hoping to land a job before my convocation come, but to be honest I’m unsure if that’s going to happen. On the bright side, in less than a month I’ll finally claim the paper that’s worth four years of my life. Conversely, I’m having some mixed emotions. I’m excited and blank-out at the same time….
Actually, I don’t know how to end this post. I guess I’m just going to wrap-up by saying my next post will be about Koe de Oshigoto and voice acting–hopefully, I guess.